People-Pleasers Anonymous

“Hi, my name is Linda and I am a recovering people-pleaser.”

My people-pleasing was created as a child because I was looking for my mother and father’s approval. At its peak, it left me feeling tired, drained and disconnected.

I thought this was how I was supposed to live. I thought I needed to put other’s needs and opinions above my own.

Before I knew it, I found myself caring way too much about the opinions of strangers.

At times, I didn’t know who to please or what to believe. I ended up confused and wanting someone else to think for me.

For example, my father was not a golfer. He thought it was a waste of time chasing a little white ball around. He would rather be out riding his horse. My husband, on the other hand, loves golf. Horseback riding… not so much.

Who was right? Was it my dad? Was it my husband?

What if they were both right?

We all look at life through a filter. The filter I created said I needed to make other people happy in order for me to be happy. Not only is this not true, it’s a set up for true despair.

To my dad, golf was a waste of his time because he did not enjoy golfing. To my husband, horseback riding did not bring him the same joy as golfing.

There are endless examples in the world. One person says GM cars are the best, another says Ford and others say BMW. Still others say don’t drive, take the bus or ride your bike.

Look at all of the opportunities we have to choose what’s right or wrong, good or bad for US.

In my peak people-pleasing days, getting it right meant constantly trying to figure out what the person in front of me wanted to hear. This meant that no one got the real, authentic, speaking-my-truth Linda.

I didn’t even know what my truth was so I came across as bland as plain yogurt.

And that was how life occurred for me, bland, no rainbows, no kittens, no chocolate almond ice cream! I learned that it is our thoughts and opinions that add flavor and spice to the world.

The great thing about my filter is that I created it so I can choose to create something different. Now I get to explore MY truths, opinions and likes.

By losing our people-pleasing filter, we are able to step into our authentic power. And by doing that, we inspire others to do the same.

That is truly what the world needs now, not a bunch of “yes” men.

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